Monday, October 16, 2023

Holy Communion For The Abused And Disillusioned

This is a simple communion devotional given at a gathering devoted to concerns about corruption and abuse in the Church:

Scripture text: Acts 8:26-35:

Now an angel of the Lord said to Philip, “Go south to the road—the desert road—that goes down from Jerusalem to Gaza.” So he started out, and on his way he met an Ethiopian eunuch, an important official in charge of all the treasury of the Kandake (which means “queen of the Ethiopians”). This man had gone to Jerusalem to worship, and on his way home was sitting in his chariot reading the Book of Isaiah the prophet. The Spirit told Philip, “Go to that chariot and stay near it.” Then Philip ran up to the chariot and heard the man reading Isaiah the prophet. “Do you understand what you are reading?” Philip asked. “How can I,” he said, “unless someone explains it to me?” So he invited Philip to come up and sit with him. This is the passage of Scripture the eunuch was reading: “He was led like a sheep to the slaughter, and as a lamb before its shearer is silent, so he did not open his mouth. In his humiliation he was deprived of justice. Who can speak of his descendants? For his life was taken from the earth.” The eunuch asked Philip, “Tell me, please, who is the prophet talking about, himself or someone else?” 35 Then Philip began with that very passage of Scripture and told him the good news about Jesus.

Thus far the reading of God's Most Holy Word.

Can you find your way to God if you have been abused?

Many have done so. The Ethiopian eunuch had suffered a sexual violence so horrific that any man would shudder to think of it, and some would rather die than experience it.

Can you find your way to God in a corrupt church controlled by evil men?

Many have done so. Acts 8:27 says that this eunuch had gone to Jerusalem to worship. What would he have found there? At the temple he would have seen a sign in Latin and Greek warning Gentiles like him to proceed no further under penalty of death. He would have heard the shouts of greedy vendors who no doubt set their tables up again soon after Jesus had driven them out. Murderers led temple worship - foul fiends of darkness who had delivered Jesus up to Roman crucifixion.

How can one find God in a place so spiritually decadent that, as Jesus prophesied, it would soon be destroyed under divine wrath, and not one stone would be left upon another? By God’s mercy, the eunuch extracted from that depraved house of worship an ancient holy book with truth about Jesus Christ. He could not understand it. But in the mist of his confusion he read these words: He was led like a sheep to the slaughter, and as a lamb before its shearer is silent, so he did not open his mouth. In his humiliation he was deprived of justice. Who can speak of his descendants? For his life was taken from the earth. The eunuch wondered, “Who is the prophet talking about?”

Philip explained that it was about Jesus, who stepped into our corrupt world and took upon himself its most severe abuse: death by torture. Jesus bore the wrath of man, but much more important, for us and our salvation, he bore the wrath of Trinitarian God. God, in love, bore the penalty for our sin against him.

For those of you who have been abused, remember that Jesus is no stranger to brutal treatment. Poet Edward Shillito wrote,

The other gods were strong, but Thou wast weak.
They rode, but Thou didst stumble to a throne.
But to our wounds only God’s wounds can speak.
And not a god has wounds, but Thou alone.

For those of you who have been the abusers, know this: if we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness. Songwriter Bob Bennett wrote,

There are those who are among us who believe they are not worthy.
We offer you the Word of Life, we bid you come and dine
Upon the mercy we have tasted, and the love given so freely.
Come take your place at table now; Jesus in our time.

And for all who have grown weary and cynical because of false brothers, wolves in shepherds’ clothing, corrupt and compromised fellowships - fix now your eyes on Jesus, the author and finisher of our faith. He committed no sin, nor was any guile found in his mouth. Jesus is holy. And he swears by himself to render his loved ones holy as he conforms them to his image through sorrow and joy. You who love Jesus Christ, the crucified and resurrected Son of God, come now, partake of bread of wine as you remember him in reverent worship. Let us pray.

Lord God, by your mercy, remove every impediment of sin, confusion, disillusionment and unbelief, and shine the light of your Son so brightly in our faces that we can do no more than fall down before you and give thanks. Amen.